Werewolf in Love

the guy i like came over today he is so sweet and sensitive i just want to howl at him i like him so much. he is also very attractive and strong. i hope that someday he will tell me that he likes me too but i see no sun on the horizon yet. still reading breaking dawn and loving it every day sorry this is not longer but i want to read some more and inothing really happened today and i don't want to bother u with my love sick mind.

Looking through ur eyes

as i look up at the clouds tonight i think of a song where it is cloudy and yet they sing to eachother "Look at the sky tell me what do u see. Just close ur eyes and describe it to me the heavens are sparkling with starlight tonight. Thats what i see through ur eyes. I see the heavens each time that u smile i hear ur heart beat just go on through mine and suddenly i know why life is worth while thats what i see through ur eyes. Thats what i see through ur eyes here in the dark i see the sun her in the dark our two hearts are one its out of our hands we can't stop what we have begun and love has took me by surprise looking through ur eyes." I love that song and how they fall in love that night with no care in the world.sometimes i think that life would look a whole lot differnt if we could look through someone elses eyes. I wonder this because if u humans could look through my eyes u would see a world of magic and grace a place where anything is possible all u have to do is beleive.

i look up to the sky at the twinkling stars and i wonder what is up there. None of us really know not even the psychics know all we know is that one day we die we don't know what happens to our souls all we know is that our bodies decay and that there might be a heaven and we might reincarnate as something else but how do we really know. I know that i am wiccan and i am supposed to believe that we reincarnate but i mean i am not sure if that really happens or not none of us know for sure. So when i look at the stars i wonder were we go if its a good place or a bad place and who decides that. I hope that my ancestors have found peace where ever it is we go but thats all i can do hope.

Upset stomach

I have been going to this cooking camp for a few days now and they have always feed me something that makes my stomach churn. Being a werewolf makes me not like a bunch of vegetables especially when cooked i don't know just the texture is always really bad or they just don't taste right to me so they use a a lot of vegetables and it just makes me sick to my stomach. But today i made really good meat balls and good chicken. But they forced me to eat this mint frozen custard that was like ice cream and it was fine just sitting in my mouth but then when i swallowed it i gagged what a surprise. Is there no place i can go and just be my full self and just eat what i want and lie down someplace that is warm and feels safe.

Life in Shadows

I live my life in shadows never the sun on my face. It hasn't been so sad though i figure this is my place. My life is a dark and unruley place i don't fit in in one specific place i exist only because i am ment to do something in this world i have no one who really understands me, and in truth no one really understands u because when we r with people we r different then who we really r. U can only be one side of ur self with one person and then another with someone else. Sometimes i just wish that i could be my full self with someone but i can't my secrets that r close to my heart will always stay close to my heart. I don't know if i will ever truely be comfortable around everyone but at least i can sort of be my self and sort of be comfortable with my friends and family i hope that u don't have this problem because frankly it sucks. Sometimes i just wish that i could run away from it all and never come back. I guess what i really need right now is to do some soul searching.

Just one of those times.

You ever have one of those times u just want to howl at the moon and ask her why ur life sucks so much. Well i don't know if u would howl at the moon but i bet u would like to scream during those moments. Well right now that is how i feel unfourtionatly the moon isn't out yet but i did scream. My mother sick so now i have to wait on her hand and foot and of course all my brother does is stay up in his room and plays on his computer. And of course i get stuck preparing dinner and when i ask him to come down to wash some plates he asks why me. It is kind of like ARRRGGGHHHH i am already cooking dinner and they want me to wash dishes to eat on too. And now i am waiting for my friend to call so that i can go over to her house so that i can hopefully calm down.

Bored at home

You might find it strange that a girl is writting this blog. A girl who says she is a were wolf what r the odds of that u would think a guy would say that he is a werewolf a girl would say she was a vampire or a witch, but u see i am not like most people i like werewolves more and i think they r alot cooler so here goes. I am just sitting at home writing this blog and reading the book breaking dawn and for any of u who don't know what book that is it is in the twilight series. And then i thought of my friend and how she wanted me to create a blog on this website so i did. Right now in my life i am trying to lose weight and succeding i like boxing and taking long hikes in the woods. And i love animals. So anyone who wishes to follow me and go through my life with me i welcome u to the life of a teenage werewolf.