I know I haven't written in awhile but now I am finally writing again and this is whats been going on in my life. I have lost weight and I have died my hair a bunch of different colors and then now it is a dark brown. I have been through heartbreak but no heart fulfillment . I have been to wiccan rituals and have met people and I have fallen for someone again. But I don't think that he will fall for me like I fell for him. He is an artist like me and he likes similar things that I like,but I still don't think he will fall for me.I don't think anyone would fall for me. i am alone in this world and I am sad about that but there is nothing I can do about it either. I will lie awake and cry about sometimes but other times I will rejoice in it all I want is someone to love me forever and always. But I doubt I will ever find it. All I can do is hope and prey and keep believing.
